BHM- day 6 Good Day Sunshine.... | trixiegirl's Blog

Today I had to get up early to take the BF to drop his car off at the garage.  When we got back, I had to prepare for my day of sign holding in the sun. I had a protien shake to get my system revved up and a little coffee.  Made sure I packed my self plenty of water and some protien, definately learned my lesson yesterday!

I did spend my morning thinking positive thoughts and being grateful, because previously I had been very uneasy accepting this assignment.  It's so funny, because today turned into a great day in the sun and it actually might have been the easiest money I have made.  I also faced down my fears of standing out in the open where everyone driving past the mall can see.  (well, I really had no choice, but I must say I did handle myself with dignity- if I do say so myself..)  I even had my 1/2 a turkey sandwich - at the mid point of my 6 hours.  I gotta say, standing out in the open, eating took everything I had.  See, I have this "thing", about eating in front of people.  (Most fat people do)  I know it's kinda crazy, because I know when people look at me, they know that I eat. But for some reason I still feel the need to be hidden so to speak.  I mean, I don't really have a problem when we go to a resturant. I do suffer a bit during that long walk across the joint until I get seated, but I just stay focused on the floor. Hey, that's a whole other issue.

So  all in all in was a great day.  I haven't excercised much the past few days, but on the plus side I did drink a boatload of water.   And, I got a tan!